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The very moment you entered this physical world, the first thing you did was Cry Out/Scream. You gasped for breath as you entered a cold new enviornment.

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This was also the beginning of your Programing.

 

Your mind was not developed but like a computer hard drive you started to store Data. You could not yet process this data but it was there for use in the future as your life began to unfold.

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You looked into the eyes of your parents, your siblings, your family;

You learned to mimick their expressions;

you learned to walk and talk;

You listened to the music that was played;

you watched movies and TV programs;

You heard the beliefs of your parents, your culture, your enviornment;

You did not know if any of these things were true or not but you absorbed them

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All this is know as Learned Human Behavior. You did not enter the world with a set of pre-existing beliefs. There was no preprogramed software installed. Everything you learned came from external sources.

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By the time you entered your teenage years you began to develop an "analytical mind." You started to question some of the things you had been taught at home, at school, possibly at church. And most likely you began to rebel and "act out" because you were coming into conflict with what you had been taught and what you were now learning from your own personal experience. 

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By the time you reached 30 years of age you now had a Program you were operating on from all the beliefs and behaviors you had incorporated into your sub-conscious. All this Data is the make-up of your Personality and Personal Reality. In a deeper sense it is your State of Being.

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So at whatever age your are now I would like to ask you;

How are you doing?

Are you 100% happy with life and who you are?

Do you have a purpose in life or are you just wandering around.....lost?

Are you suffering from anxiety, deppression, post traumatic stress, phobias or fears.

Do you suffer from some type of Physical Disease or Disability?

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To answer some of those questions you will have to take a deep, unbiased and honest look at yourself and decide if you simply choose to continue being the person you are and suffering from whatever it is you are suffering from or......... consider change. 

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Changing your life, your personality, your state of being, your character, your mental or physical health is not easy. It is in fact, uncomforable because you are entering into the Unknown.

I can tell you this from experience because that is exactly where I found myself in 1996.

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My life was a mess. I kept repeating the same mistakes and experiencing the same results. I started to wonder; what went wrong. How had I become the person I was with so much hate, resentment, bitterness. 

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This WAS the beginning for me. Nobody changes until they are ready. Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom.

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It is now January 2025 and my journey has not been an easy one. I had to take a deep look at myself in total honesty and without bias. When I did that I found, I did not like the person had become.

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